welcome 2010, goodbye 2009

as i am writing this entry, i have no doubt that it has been lame to actually wishes everyone of you happy new year!! 2010 has come with a new spirit (i bet on that one!) and a brand new list of aiming here and there. apparently, as i am writing this down, i am in the middle of the lab. Prof Susan has apparently got a meeting and left us inside the lab. it has been no doubt that i have been busy doing my thesis and preparing myself for a whole new spirits.


i am at home now, i continued writing this post at home because the other day, i went back to college early ;) okay, so my latest update will be of course, i had already started new semester, my 6th semester of my degree. Mr. Boyfie on the other hand, had already started too his master. his doing jellyfiish. regarding on my data at gombak for my thesis, chen told me that my data was good. apparently, after 3 times of doing corrections here and there, he likes my data :') thank God.


i want to score real hard this semester. i really wanted to be like Mr. Boyfie, get a good results and a secure future. maybe in the next post (dunno when), i'll probably write about doing master in UM. how and what are you supposed to do. i am currently busy with my life and my study. guess that being a 3rd year student means its the real busy stage in the life.


my aim for this year? to get a better results in my studies, not to mention, to lose few kgs of my current weight. since ayus keep on saying that i'm putting on weight which i think, i still maintain my normal weight. and things are getting better with Mr. Boyfie. although we have small fights, but he told me that he will never give up on me. and to you, i will never give up on you too. cause you don't know how much you mean to me ;) i will always and forever love you sayang.


i have great friends surrounding me, including yam and linda. yam was excitedly called me today to tell me about celebrating my birthday this sunday! i can't wait for that but i think i have to postpone it to other day because i want to celebrate it with my family ;) okay, sila tinggalkan hadiah untuk saya ye =p


wish you all a great day peeps!

bz mode..

sorry peeps, i'm a little busy right now, sorry =(

my thoughts..

as i was taking almost a half day going to Institute of Medical Research (IMR) in Kuala Lumpur, meeting Encik Dollah to do some identification of mosquitoes. actually, i was following Kak Nurin and Abg Izzul there. both of them was just simply dragging me together with them to make me learned more on mosquitoes taxonomy. well, i must say that i gained knowledge, priceless knowledge on mosquitoes. i have now mentally prepared on getting my thesis done :) during lunch time, the four of us, eventually Kak Harlina included too, went to 12th college to have our lunch. i was the only undergrad student while all of them are master students. as we talked, i realized that its better to waste, ops! to spend our youth time gaining knowledge till we totally capable of memorize every single thing! i mean, in my context of words, i would definitely put in on horrible ways. eventually, i learned that a doctorate student (i mean phd student, if i get the spelling incorrect), would get monthly payment of rm6000-rm7000!! that is a really huge money. lets see what shall we buy with all those money :

1. pay the monthly payment of my family house.

2. take my parents to go to Macca and vacation.

3. i can buy a suzuki swift car.

4. can buy tons of makeups from MAC, heels and more heels from Aldo, bags, branded clothes, etc..

5. save my money for my future.

but, incase if you haven't notice, i HAVE to study REAL HARD in order to get my hands on that kind of payment. although i realize that i have another talent, apart from having pretty good in communicating skills, i also know that i can be a very good teacher. i have sufficiently proved it for the last few years back. but again, being a teacher is really not my thing. i don't plan to spend my entire life just to teach on one particular subject. instead, i would love to explore more and more. but again, being a lecturer is really hard for me. as i am not a really good student, to start of.


on the other hand, compared to Mr. Boyfie, he got those brains and inteligence within him. oh God, i really wish that i have those 2 qualities that make him the spotlight. yes, i can imagined while he is reading this, he might think that his gf is just crapping some nonsence, ngee~ i'll pray for his success. okay, back to my main point. the path to be a lecturer can be harsh. you know, you have got to be prepared mentally and physically. i mean, you have got to get a really good grades. i don't pass that criteria, unfortunately. but i did pass on teaching people until they managed to get results with flying colors! :')



oh well, lets just pray that i will managed to get good grades for this new, upcoming semester. Mr. Boyfie had always have fainth in me but still, the success is not within my reach, sigh*. i will try my best, and that, is my promise to my ownself.

end of 2009

i am practically writing down this post inside my lab. although this is the last week of semester break, i still going back to UM to finish up my data regarding on my project. yeah, its lame but still, i need to settle it up soon. its been a really tiring week, i must say. unfortunately of me (sape suruh buat keje lambat2?!). so here are the things that has been revolving around my super busy and humble (hihihihi!~) life :

1. already pass up my draf on literature review.

2. i have done my corrections on my data in Gombak.

3. have already started my 2nd site in Kuala Selangor. but i have not finalize the results yet.

4. have already neglected my super fun life and face (its horrible, trust me!)

5. running out of money already.

6. daydreaming on getting my hand on iPod touch (takde kaitan!)

7. love Mr. Boyfie even more, awww :')

apparently, Mr. Boyfie got an offered to further his study in Master at UM. i'm so glad! at least, i can still seeing him from far away =p he got a good results for last semester and i am so proud of him. he got a scholarship from UPM to do his master and phd and at the end of the day, he will become a lecturer (amin...) and finally, hope we can get marry one day :')


ok, thats all. i need to finish up my mosquitoes dissecting thingy. its reallytime consuming to actually dissecting one by one of the mosquitoes. haish.. =_="

relieved~

terasa nak marah orang, ngee~

i just finished up writing 20 pages of literature review and have been compiling more than 50 references. its been a really tiring week. and yet, i still have to edit my literature review, haven't finalize it. regarding on my references, i still need to check out my format on writing those references. for the data, i have just finished up doing graphs but still, i need to check back my whole results.


finished talking about my endless work on thesis, i have already arrived back at Kajang this evening. i have been staying at syura's house for couple of days. Mr. Boyfie had helped me a lot regarding on my thesis. a bunch of thanks to you love for helping me out with these stuff. rasa dekat sangat dengan sayang, best :) sebab sayang sanggup temankan i ke sana ke mari and seeing you smile makes me feel like i own the world!


pape pun, this thursday, i will be going to Taman Alam, Kuala Selangor for another 4 days of fieldwork. this is my second site and i hope i will manage grab couple of people to follow me to this place. sape2 nak ikut inform me via sms please. bitau ASAP ok?

thanks love =')

1. for keeping up with me through good and bad times

2. for letting me know how much i mean to you

3. for being with me although you yourself are tired and restless

4. helping me put with my thesis projects

5. listen to my mumblings all over again

6. makes me smile after a rough day

7. for accepting me as i am despite all my weakness

and last but not least...








to show me that love is beautiful and you have given me unconditional love.

i will always and forever remember you

because you have made my life so special

and full of happiness



thanks sayang :')

opinion peeps??!!

well, i was thinking about what life would be after graduating next year from um. unfortunately, for me, i have good PR skills but my brain does not supporting me. i don't know, i wish i have a brain like Mr. Boyfie. he's really good with his brain. i wonder, whether i will be able to be exactly like him. i ma frustrated with myself, kind off thinking that hey, why am i being so stupid these days? where the hell is my will power? where the hell is my brain? i wanted to be like in those days, where i have good brains, good deals in the future. oh God, please give me back my brainy. i wanted to make my parents proud of me. i feel sorry for Mr. Boyfie for having a stupid girlfriend like me =( sorry love, i am not like you who can get dean list twice. i tried but its just too hard for me to try and get good results :'( now, i am thinking i am no better than anyone else.

kepenatan~

saya penat..


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