dilemma :(

kenangan BTN di Ayer Keroh, Melaka
pembantu mahasiswa sesi 2008/2009

kumpulan 16 :)

well, i am a little bit confused about going back to UM or not. yes, being a facilitator last year was nice and extremely fun! i really enjoyed working with other people and also broaden my thoughts. yes, it was tiring during the whole week of Minggu Haluansiswa session 2008/2009. i thought this year, "hey, i should do it again!" but my family told me not to go since they said that just take a rest for this whole 1 month holidays. and now, i am stuck in the middle of the road. i wondered whether to go back to UM or not but i guess that....

hell, i just enjoyed myself staying at home. doing all kinds of things such as :

1. learn Japanese language.
2. learn how to cook well and bake well.
3. learn how to sew clothes.
4. start googling for my thesis project.
5. stay healthy, keep my body fit by exercising
(yes, i know that you might luagh at it, stop it! :p)
6. learn back all the things that i have learnt again.

yes people, it is all coming back to LEARNING! i need to start learning now, do not procastinate and please dear baby-san, keep on reading. add your knowledge whenever you have the opportunity. i am worried with my results that is really bad (and i am so frustrated with it!), i need to FOCUS more. i wanted to study and learn lots of things. although i know that my brain capacity is not 32gb but again, i need to put some "external hardisc" and yes, try to push myself to the limits.