boy~

well, its been a while since the last time i heard any news from you. apparently baby is not single anymore. i met someone else, as you wish for. we are still new, less than a month actually. but i am so happy with him. the feeling is great. now, i don't listen to any sad songs anymore. boy, he is such a great guy. he's older than us, matured and a great lover, just like you. but i don't want to compare both of you, you guys are special in different ways. we both know it and this great guy, he is special in his own way. i could not stop smiling whenever i am with him. boy, its hard to let you go at first but as time goes by, i had learn that we are not meant to be together. maybe, that is why God separated us earlier. He knows how much i was in love with you and He don't want me to feel so much pain if it happen later on. boy, there's so many things i want to tell you. him? this new guy? he is tall, taller than you. i could hardly hug him, i must say that =p but yeah, it felt so good to be with him. he loves me as who i am despite that he also feels insecure towards you. i know, you won't come back to me but he is scared that i might walk away from him. boy, he's cleverer than me. though he can't really speaks well in English, but i adore him whenever i look at him. he is silly you know. he loves to see me smile. i think i am falling really hard on him. boy, you don't mind, right? i am sure that you are now happy with someone else. i really hope that your girl take good care of you. i will always remember you as the first guy in my life. boy, there's a saying that goes like this, " although 1st love is unforgettable, but it is possible that the 2nd love is greater than the 1st one". to you Mr. Boyfie, i am definitely in love with you. there's no doubt about that. and i promise that we will work things out no matter what happen, we will still remain together. God will be by our side. we just have to stay true to ourselves, okay? =) 'cause being with you means a lot to me. you have fill me with your love. really, i could not put into words how much i adore you love. and its really insane and indescribable by words. love, can we just promise to each other that what ever happens, we will try our best to stay together?