pada suatu pagi jumaat

today i wanna write something bout this guy in the picture above. his my first love.he thought me bout everything in this life, bout love, supporting each other through good and bad times, learn to sacrifice and lots of other things that is too much if i wanted to list down everything, heheheh! but the most important of all, i learn bout a true and pure relationship of love...

i met him several years ago and somehow, we broke up after couple of years we've been together. it was a sad story, an undescribable by words because until now i'm still thinking bout him whenever i'm in pain or when i'm losing my grip. his such a wonderful guy, he makes me own the world and yes, he makes me happy whenever i cried or upset. really, it was my fault for not listening to him but again, he was too, insecure that i might go away to other guy. well, apparently until now, i decided to be single since i can't really fall in love with other guy. its not that i don't have crushes and all but its not the kind of feeling that i used to have for him. there's no sparkling or the 'it' feeling towards others.

as for him, yeah, i think someow he still knows that i still have feeling towards him.. how? don't ask, heheheh! well, for this year, i'll definitely have to try to forget him and just focus on my studies rather than thinking bout him (though i still did crying bila rindu sangat kat dia).. wish me luck!







~xoxo~