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April 29, 2009

lalala~

saya tak sempat nak update blog saya..
nanti2 bila final exam dah habis, saya update ye..
sila tunggguuuu =p

April 22, 2009

random quiz

i found this quiz when i browsed through aina's blog.. so i just simplya answered the quiz.. and here are the results..


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.


The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

April 20, 2009

random thoughts, lalala~

the thought of exams and grades had really made my life went berserk.. definitely i did study and all but i guess it wasn't enough.. yes, i do have some more time.. i just need to focus on every details of my notes, memorize every single thing and try to spot some questions that may occur on the paper.. yes, i won't be able to play around, or even go out since now is the critical time for me and all my frenz to score well in our 4th semester..


well, i took basically 5 subjects in this semester..



1. biology of invertebrates (22nd of april)

2. lower plants (23rd of april)

3. mammalogy (25th of april)

4. marine ecosystem (29th of april)

5. genetic processes and evolution of organisms (2nd of may)



with all the words, pictures and diagrams that i need to memorize, my head is spinning round and round.. several things that i still need to settle down but unfortunately, thanks to all my managers, they had made my life turn out a bit kalut.. hmm, i need to settle everything about festival seni before i can actually go back home for my semester holidays..


unfortunately, i still have to do my short semester, so it wasn't really a holiday for me =( agak sedih tapi untuk pelajaran, i have to work for it, right? owh, to all readers, please pray for my success in my final exams that starts tomorrow morning at 11.30 am.. i'm desperately need lots of luck.. i'm gonna give my very best in this final exam.. need to make myself and my parents especially, to be proud with me.. omg! i'm totally need to score well in these subjects.. pray ok for me! =)



p/s: i cried last night over a silly thing.. kind off missing boy for no reason.. but hey, i did promised to myself to actually learn to make new memories with other guy.. hmm, i wonder what he's up to now??? must be busy preparing himself for his exam.. good luck! but well, he doesn't know that i'm referring to him, right? =)

mistakes~

we tend to make mistakes in our lives


sometimes it just might be a small mistakes or bigger than we thought


sometimes we did mistakes that change our lives forever


but we can't turn back the time


we just have to move forward without hesitate



and now, as times go by, i'm afraid to make any mistakes in my life.. afraid to actually moved on because i might undergo the same mistakes again.. just couldn't bear the feeling of being left alone.. but hey, we learned from mistakes, aren't we? so i decided, just go with the flow.. not hoping too much nor expecting too much.. i'm afraid to dream about happiness or even dream about the future.. well, like i said, i just live in the present.. what holds me in the future? i do not know..



=)

April 19, 2009

a confession to made

well, i would say that these whole 1 week of study week have really improves myself in preparing for my final exam.. better, compared to the last time.. but i need to struggle, need a lot of energy and maintain my health for the whole 2 weeks of exam.. owh, i have to make my parents proud..

finished talking about the study week.. though study week is just a week (it's really a short period of time, hmm).. i have already went out for like it seems 3 times.. ops! if my dear bro baca, definitely he's gonna get shocked, ahaks! went to mid valley with my girlie frenz (teha, min and i), went again to mid valley with wan and finally, went out with some of my frenz.. just had a pretty warm chat, talking bout problems and all..

hmm, it reminds me of something.. is true love really exist? i mean, i keep on asking myself to believe in it but all i have is just the answers which prove to be on the bad side.. i wanted to believe that there are some good guys out there but it seems that it is hard to find.. like liana used to tell me, the good guys are already been taken, ahaks! i guess you are right dear =)

but again, it;s not that i desperately want a bf or something.. but i'm like, what is it like to have a bf? i think, i had already learned my lesson, in the hardest way you can ever imagine.. i met a great lover, a jerk, a playboy and guys that you just simply can't seems to fall in love with, although they are really a good guys.. maybe there's no chemistry between us..

i do like this guy but can't possibly think of anything positive side of falling in love.. i like him because i can feel the chemistry (or maybe its just me?) between us.. yeah, it sounds the typical me, some of my frenz said.. they thought he's handsome, tall, loaded or something but nope.. he's not even handsome (ok2 je kot), just a plain but something else had attracted me to him..

maybe, just maybe because of the way he brings bout himself.. the way he represent himself.. but again, i'm afraid to like anyone.. the past had thought me that guys can't be trusted.. even if they seems nice to you, but again, at the end, it's me who will be left alone.. i can't bear the feeling of being alone, the sadness that filled my heart, the sickness of living in a dark place.. tears rolled down, thinking about the one guy that you loved so much.. that era is already over..

so i decided, love is just full of shit.. but i do know that miracle happens, that God loves us, that maybe.. just maybe, right now, love is not what i should be thinking about.. owh, i'm scared to like him.. the 1st minute i'll be talking about him but the next minute, i decided to hold my thoughts and thinking bad things about him.. why am i feeling this way?

i hope he doesn't read this post.. scared that dia rasa diri yang sedang diperkatakan, ahaks!

what it feels like to actually hear someone called you sayang? i almost forgot that really sweet feeling (butterfly in your stomach, the nervous system that starts to take control of your body), holding hands with your loved ones, chatting, talking endlessly in the handphone, crying over silly things like missing your or something, hugged by someone that you loved, the kiss that happen so fast but lasted forever, the warmness of his words and all..

i almost forgot what it feels like to fall in love.. all i have in my mind, was a really bad memories, it was destroyed by a playboy who told me once that sayang doesn't mean anything.. and yeah, i cursed him till death, heheh! it makes me think that all guys are jerks..

i'm scared, shouldn't let the feeling slipped into my heart in the first place.. i have to admit, with this guy, i like the way he talks, the charismatic that he have.. omg, i hope that he doesn't noticed it in the first place, heheheh! it's not obvious, its just happen.. i did not asked God to actually let me like him.. we are just frenz..

my frenz told me that i'm so picky, why is that so? pantang tengok guy hensem sikit, i'm like.. "omg! he's soooo cute!".. hahahah! to tell you the truth, its not about the looks, but its about what lies inside your heart.. i like the fact that a guy who loves to makes me smile.. he doesn't have to be a joker but just a simple guy.. treat me with honesty, loyalty and accept me as who i am..

owh, it would be wonderful if he's the type that care about me, loves me as who i am.. is he really exist? i always reminding myself, do not think about the future.. just live in the present.. because the future doesn't promise you anything.. i think, the experience that i went through had really made me a better person..

=)

i'm more matured in the sense of thinking.. i'll be able to control myself now and then.. the tears that used to be my partner had already faded away.. the way i'm bringing myself is better.. thanks to the past, makes me a better person.. thanks to all the jerks, that finally made me realize, you guys are just a plain story in the chapter of my life.. thanks to boy, because you thought me the meaning of love.. i'll be forever definitely grateful of knowing you..

this whole chapter of my life, has brought tears, laughters, sadness and happiness in my life.. credit to my family who always been there for me, accepting me as your daughter, as the baby in the family though i do know that this baby had just simply put a lot of trouble in the family =p .. thanks to all my frenz, no matter where you are, we will always be frenz forever.. thanks to every single person that i've met whether its in the past, present or even future.. thanks for being a part of my life and thought me to be a better person.. =]

April 15, 2009

updating my life back!

since i've been so struggling with my final exams (lols!!), i haven't got a chance to actually updating my blog.. by the way, here's some pictures that i managed to upload and snap on last few days..




yesterday i went out with wan, got ourselves some kenny rogers (sedap sangat2, thanx wan!).. i had mocha ice blended with a chocolate muffin and he had coke with a vanilla muffin as our appetizer.. i must say that the muffin was just ok because though i do love chocolate, but it has raisins inside there.. i don't favor raisin actually..





me with a big grin =) sebab dapat makanan yang cedap2, ahaks!
the exams fever.. here are some of our faces during study week at the library of UM.. you can some of them are like so tension, studying hard or just simply enjoyed taking pictures, like me!


minyak angin yang menunjukkan kepala cepat sakit sebab kena hafal banyak sangat2 biology invertebrata =( thanx farah for the minyak angin..



another a friend of mine who likes to pose, linda! =)



ni la tuan punya minyak angin =) farah, the ninja sesat..



nora, the brainest among us.. results gempak babe..



ily is struggling doing her.... err, what are you doing babe?



on the other day, yasmin, teha and i went to mid valley.. and guess what! i actually again, watched confession of a shoppaholic for the 2nd time! cam biasa, i admired her shoes and clothes and bags.. can i have all the collection please =)



and i accidentally bought a t-shirt and a cardigan from goggles.. giggles**




the other day, teha datang tido kat 7th.. so kitorang study sama2 walaupun takde kaitan antara medicine and zoology, ahaks! but there's one thing in common, kedua-duanye memerlukan otak yang mempunya capasity sebesar ipod touch 32gb.. ahaks!









updating my life..

April 11, 2009

happy belated birthday bro!

on 15th of February 2009, my bro has already become 26th this year! since i haven't bought him any present, so on last week, i decided to bought him a present.. and guess what!!




this is what i bought for him.. he wanted the dvd seems like forever so since i got it for a good price, i just decided it will be the best present for him.. it comes with 2 dvd, a concert and a backstage of celine's concert.. i actually don't have time to watch it yet, probably after the exam i'll be watching it, heheheh! been busy occupying myself with bio's stuff..


by the way, i bought this little gift with my bestie, yam.. she sponsored me with the wrapping paper and the card.. thanx yam! nanti time study week bila kita tension2 kita pergi makan2 kat mana2 k? ahaks!


since now i'll be turning myself to study mode, please bare in mind that i'll be rarely updating my blog, ok? omg, wish me luck for my finals, ok? i'm so scared at this moment =( owh, wish me luck.. pray for me ok?

April 9, 2009

senior's night!

the event : senior's night
date : 8th of april 2009
place : rimba ilmu, UM
this are some of the faces of my classmates while doing their job on preparing for our senior's night. this party is partly an event to wish goodbyes to our senior that are going to grad soon (unfortunately, only 10% of them are going grad, ihihihih! ramai kena extend =p).. so just look at all their craziness, hardworking and compassion towards their tugas2 khas =)
asri n izzah were the balloon tiup-ers..

fanah was trying to focus in her ribbon, noyu is doing errr... don't know while yani was happily posing for my sony K800i, heheheh!



owh, isn't it lovely? i like this picture! omg, i think i had already fall in love with photography =)




i wonder what were they looking at???

the gossip geng =p hehehhe! gurau2 aje..

perbincangan yang hangat sedang berlaku! =p
and at night, this was what happen! but unfortunately i don't have lots of pictures that i took since i was using shanon's canon SLR camera.. omg, i want one!

the mc for that night..

owh, i look like an angel =p lyke this pic!


my job that night, jaga registration sambil duduk bersimpuh, ahaks!



April 7, 2009

girl's day out!

today yam and i decided to have a girl's day out since dah lama both of us tak kuar tengok movie.. the last time we went out for movie was several months ago.. if i'm not mistaken it was 27 dresses (well, another chick movie of course!).. so today, after i finished up my only one class, we went out at 2-something pm.. then, we went to pejabat pos since i need to take out some of my money =p then, we went straight to mid valley by yam's scooter (baby putih!) and went straight away to gsc cinema to buy 2 tickets of confession of a shopaholic! the movie starts at 4 pm, so we have 1 hour to enjoy ourselves.. we played bowling (yam beat me with the score 58-31!), hihihih! then, we went to pet shop to look at all the cutie cats.. yam wanted essmat, her bf to actually buy for her a persian cat for their hantaran! heheheheh! takpe essmat, pandai2 la ko yek =p ahaks! then, both of us watch the movie.. it was superb! omg, i lyke rebecca's shoes, wardrobes, her hair, clothes.. all of them!!! maybe in the next post i'll reveal bout the movie, ok? back to the day, we had our dinner at carl's junior.. it's our 1st time dining in there! nyam2, sedap sangat2!!! =) gemuk la camni, then camne nak kurus?? =p



i think picture ni cantik angle nye, kan? my sony K800i =)


owh, i had the medium sized and yam had her small sized (menyesal ambik medium! gemuks!!).. its fantastic especially their fries.. nyam2!

my nails are in striking blue in colour =)


hari ni baek pakai tudung kuar dengan yam =) ahaks!


yam posed before baling bola bowling, heheheh!


that is why i hated so much wearing flats, it makes me look such a fatty =(


(p/s : i bought something for my bro for his belated birthday present.. tapi tak leh cite sekarang sebab takut dia n kengkawan nye terbaca, ahaks! but sure dia akan suka nye hadiah bday dia, hihihi!)

April 6, 2009

mari mewarna

this is the picture that i need to colour it..




and the picture turns out like this.. not exactly the same but i do like the overall job.. well done baby! =)

p/s : de orang kena belanja i kenny rogers, sape yek? hihihihih!

April 5, 2009

an evening outing, lalala~

since malam tadi dah janji dengan yam nak pergi makan waffle hari ni time petang, so kami berdua pergi bersama naik scooter. dah la before that hujan, tengah2 makeup tengok2 hujan lak.. hihihi! agak pathetique gak la =p but then alhamdullilah hujan berhenti.. so, we managed to go to a&w to grab waffle! sedap sangat2 tapi besar.. i couldn't finished it (mungkin sebab bila diet memang mind setting tak makan banyak =p).. tapi yam habis, her favourite la katakan =) she choosed strawbery syrup while i choosed the chocolate ones.. then, i thought of buying t-shirts since i dah lama tak shopping.. i think last sekali shooping was bulan january kot.. so dah lama tidak membeli pape.. mungkin the last thing that i bought was my gladiator heels kot.. tapi pape pun ok gak dapat pergi amcorp mall, first time kot pergi ke sana dan 3x dah makan kat a&w =)




muka excite dapat makan waffle!







yam menunjukkan cara2 makan waffle =p




can you catch me??

funny yourself??

April 3, 2009

rindu dia =(

i really do miss u boy..
really do..
tak tahu nape
tapi bila tengok pic kita
i just miss u so much
kadnag2 tergelak sorg2
terasa betapa manja nya boy ni
betapa baik nya boy layan baby
suka wat baby majuk
suka wat baby gelak
suka gelabah bila baby nangis =)


bila baby nangis jek
mesti kesat tears kat mata baby
pastu,
akan hug baby erat2
bitau kat baby
"i love you so much sayangku"


tapi tu sume dulu2
baby dah lama tak rasa sume tu
sungguh,
tak tahu nape sayang pada boy sangat2
nka cari laki lain pun tak leh
rasa cam sume penipu
rasa cam sume tak faham baby
rasa cam sume tak care pasal baby


if camni lah ending kita
tahu dari dulu lagi tak nak couple
tak nak sayang boy
tak nak terima boy
tak nak cakap "i love you" pada boy


sorry, takde mood sekarang ni =(

obsession!







this is my new obsession! owh, come to me! hihihih! i want to buy a SLR camera since that i have to own a camera in order for me to do my thesis and fieldwork. all this while, i have been using my brother's sony cybershot but now, i'm planning to buy sony alpha 200 SLR. it looks not only stylish but also superb. and the price is also affordable, rm1499-rm2099. owh, i really wanted to have one. it's driving me crazy since i really wanted this one real badly =( just now, i went to mid valley and have already survey the prices. now, i need to convince abah to buy it for me. hope abah bagi..



(p/s: baby janji akan study betul2 sampai dapat 4.0 if abah bagi baby SLR.. heheheh!)