randomness =(

oh well, i have flu and fever again

for it seems like forever..

sometimes i would wake up doing great

but sometimes,

i would wake up feeling a little drowsy

here and there..

how i wish i will feel better again =(

happy birthday my BFF =)

Happy birthday dear friend, Siti Mariam =)



dear friend,

i can never describe with words

how much you mean to me

we shared laughter and tears

we make ups and break ups

we always have those little nights

where you and i

will spent it

with laughter, gossips and problems

you lighten up my days

with a spirit that no one has it

but only you.



you make people around you laughs

with your silly little jokes

knowing you is the best thing

that has ever happen in my life

hopefully, this relationship will lasts forever.


I HEART YOU! =)




apparently today is yam's birthday. she turns 21st now. since today she wanted to spend her day with essmat (aka her bf), i decided to treat her with nice food. so yesterday, after my class had finished, we went to Mid Valley to spend some quality time together. its been ages since i knew her =) actually, i met her on 2007, she was my course-mate (but now, not anymore since i already changed my course!). we went to the same college (but now she stayed at 12th college, pity me =( and we are the closest pair ever in the college! we shared the same taste of fashion, even though our taste differs but in can't deny that both of us LOVE to play dressups and makeups!! and after couple of years, we are still remain closed to each other. yes, we do have fights, disagreements about several things here and there, but thank God, we are still remain close to each other.



okay, enough of the intro about our relationship! =) well, basically yesterday wasn't a happy-starting-ending story for both of us! why? because it starts with a heavy rain that made our clothes (oh! there's a theme yesterday.. and both of us should wear something pretty and nice =p ) SANGAT2 BASAH!! to make things worst, it almost (i repeat, almost!) destroy our makeups but luckily we wore helmets with "penutup plastik di depan nya". we went straightly to delicious cafe, book pur place there and hunt for new clothes and shoes for her (yeah, she loves shopping so much! its undescribable how much she can spend per day, ngee~). she wanted to wear something decent and girlish for her date today with her bf.


after those moments of "yam, bukan baju tu you dah de ke?", and "yam, baju ni cantek tak?" and "bukan kasut camtu cam you punya hari tu ke?", we went straight to delicious to stuffened (betul kah?). she ordered something yang pelik from delicious' menu while i ordered chocolate shakes and classic seafood lasagna (my favourite!) =p after that, we went back to UM but on our way back, we went to Vista to meet mr. boyfie because he wanted to lend me his notes =) thanks dear! really appreaciate those notes although it really makes me go ga-ga =p huhuhu!


well, there you go, a long entry about our celebration last night! sorry babe, couldn't think of anything what to buy for your pressie =( sorry and hope you like it.




i heart both of you =) hihihihi!

her 1st appearance as a model =)

my younger sister had appeared in the latest issue of Yezz magazine.. check it out! =)

fieldwork insects biology :)

date : 7 - 9 of August 2009
place : Pusat Pengajian Luar UM, Gombak
subject : insects biology

welcome Ramadhan :)

today is the 1st day of Ramadhan


alhamdulillah dapat berpuasa lagi..


masih lagi diberi kesempatan untuk berpuasa...


jom kumpul pahala banyak2! :)

shopping spree! :)

some random pics that i took while waiting for my sweetie!

yes, my diet is spoiled by these
extra-calorie-can't-resists food!!

my hair sucks!

my sweetie BFF =)

oh! my new blouse which i bought at Nichii.
it was on sale with 20% off by the way =p

and my new blush-bronzer from Revlon.
its the latest collection of
Revlon Beyond Natural products!
i chose Peach color =)

today i went out with my old school friend (yasmin, my another best friend forever girlfriend!) to mid valley since i wanted to do some shopping. for your info, i just got my money from the ptptn and yeah, i was in the mood for shopping =) we had McDonalds for lunch, watched The Proposal (staring Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds), had Extreme Mocha from San Francisco Coffee and we went for clothes and makeups hunting! it was really fun to go out with her!! =') we seldomnly meet up since she is still studying at UiTM Jengka doing her final semester in accountancy. it was really tiring, with a really full-look-alike sardine KTM (we went back home around 6 pm something and hell knows what the train looks like!!). i miss her, i am truly miss my besties! thanks min for catching up everything with me! you are THE BEST!

i think that everybody has already know that my younger sister was one of the finalist in Lipice contest. well, so here it goes, some of the pics inside the latest Remaja magazine. oh! grab it fast people! =p

her pic, her 1st appearance in magazine =)

what on earth am i putting my own pics? well, just simply want to irritate you people =P

posing my new camera again and again, ngee~

p/s : 1) ayus and i had already talked to each other =) glad its finally over!

2) i saw these heels at Nose.. SUMPAH SANGAT2 CANTEK ok? ='( i want it badly......

3) my "special someone" is missing me =p hihihih!

pertandingan perlancaran roket peringkat kebangsaan..

yes people, using my new camera, i took all these pictures :) credits to myself.. well, apparently i went there with my best friend forever, yam! this whole event took place at Padang Varsiti, UM. it does not really a huge event but it was nice to spend some time with all my friends :)

omg!

blamed it on the hormones..


i am in the mood of happiness..


OMG!!!



thank you dear God :)

when all the things are mixing up

for know reason, my mind is stuck with you. yes, you. though it was just a flirting-naughty kind of relationship that does not requires any commitment nor love, i am accidentally like you. yes, it is hard to admit it but yeah, when you started to give me those hints, i was trying to avoid anything that might ruined our friendship. because i knew that deep inside my heart, i am not mentally prepared for any serious relationship. however, you struck me a with a trapped, asking me aboutdecided what i felt about you.


but after a while, again, after all those denials, confessions and words involved. you decided its better to just stick with the normal us. i was shocked actually, probably i was expecting something else back then :p


i don't know.


probably, we should just let the time construct everything for us.


i don't know what will happen in the end. i don't have the intention be hurt or hurt someone else. i am honestly so sick of fighting, crying or being lonely. i wanted to lead a happy life. i want to smile, i don't want to feel lonely anymore. and yet, i do know that both of us had a painful past where we can't really recover from it. but do you know something, its the past that actually thought us to be strong, to be matured.


no, i don't blame you. lets just pray for the best.