exam mode

baby tengah study.. jangan kacau! =p

final exam is just around the corner.. i have 5 papers for this semester. basically, its been a week already since study leave has started. i have yet, a lot of things to read and memorize. not only i need to focus on my final, i need to finish up my data for my thesis research. but i do prefer to take the data during semester break since i can keep my focus 100% on it alone. here's a sneak pick on what is going on with my life :

1. my relationship with him its on the road, alhamdulillah =) 1 month and 19 days.. still counting..

2. i have been busy preparing myself for the exam but i have to admit, i DO sleep A LOT, which i DON"T favor it at all.

3. i think i have been putting on few kg lately ='( need to diet back.

4. i am at home, i think my focus are better when i am at home, at least, i have some privacy compared to studying in my room back at college because memorizing means i need A LOT of PRIVACY.

5. i am officially broke... need to say more? i feel like selling some of my heels to people, does anyone wants to buy my heels? the price? we can negotiate with it later on..

busy mode on

sorry coz dah lama tak update blog..

quite bz lately..

papai =)

i miss you =(

i miss you =(

i need to be out of your sight for several days

and somehow,

it seems like years..

i am going to miss you badly..

can i just cut you into pieces and bring you together with me?

=(

baby misses you so much..

open house at essmat's

thanks essmat and the gang for making this event
a success..
thanks yam for such a wonderful food..
its really mouth watering, and tasteful..
and thanks everyone =)

conservation's trip

fun + superb = tiring
=)

gado =(

i hate to have a fight with you cause it makes me sad. i hate it when you hurt me. i hate it when you choose your friends instead of me. i hate it when you do things without me knowing it. i hate it so much! why? i hate it when you make me feel like crying. i hate it so much that it hurts me llike hell. how could you do this to me? really, how could you? i don't like it at all whenever you are hurting me. cause it is damn painful. damn you love!~ damn you! =(

boy~

well, its been a while since the last time i heard any news from you. apparently baby is not single anymore. i met someone else, as you wish for. we are still new, less than a month actually. but i am so happy with him. the feeling is great. now, i don't listen to any sad songs anymore. boy, he is such a great guy. he's older than us, matured and a great lover, just like you. but i don't want to compare both of you, you guys are special in different ways. we both know it and this great guy, he is special in his own way. i could not stop smiling whenever i am with him. boy, its hard to let you go at first but as time goes by, i had learn that we are not meant to be together. maybe, that is why God separated us earlier. He knows how much i was in love with you and He don't want me to feel so much pain if it happen later on. boy, there's so many things i want to tell you. him? this new guy? he is tall, taller than you. i could hardly hug him, i must say that =p but yeah, it felt so good to be with him. he loves me as who i am despite that he also feels insecure towards you. i know, you won't come back to me but he is scared that i might walk away from him. boy, he's cleverer than me. though he can't really speaks well in English, but i adore him whenever i look at him. he is silly you know. he loves to see me smile. i think i am falling really hard on him. boy, you don't mind, right? i am sure that you are now happy with someone else. i really hope that your girl take good care of you. i will always remember you as the first guy in my life. boy, there's a saying that goes like this, " although 1st love is unforgettable, but it is possible that the 2nd love is greater than the 1st one". to you Mr. Boyfie, i am definitely in love with you. there's no doubt about that. and i promise that we will work things out no matter what happen, we will still remain together. God will be by our side. we just have to stay true to ourselves, okay? =) 'cause being with you means a lot to me. you have fill me with your love. really, i could not put into words how much i adore you love. and its really insane and indescribable by words. love, can we just promise to each other that what ever happens, we will try our best to stay together?

can you do me a favor?

(Sorry seems to be.....the hardest word)

Na na nanana

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard? oooooooohhh
What do I say when it's all over? (babe)
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

(That's right...)
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Always seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I do to make you want me? hmmmmmmm
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

(Elton John)
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad sad situation
And it's gotten more and more absurd....ooooh
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Always seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Oooh Yeah.....sorry
Na na nanana
Soooorrrrry

What do I do to make you love me?...oooh
What I got to do to be heard? hmmmm
What do I do when lightning strikes me? (yeah)
Yeah.....What do I got to do?
What do I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbAX9A8Cq0k

i am in the need of playing piano right now. because its melody can make my heart melts, i can released my tension through its music. because through music, it can give me a piece of mind because my mind are now surrounded with all those assignments thingy =p but unfortunately, baby piano at my college can't be use at this moment due to construction that UM had made to my poor college.. hmm.. Mr. Boyfie, could you play me this song using guitar? i would love to see you playing this song for me =)

she's HERE!!

Date: Sunday, 25 October 2009
Time: 8-10pm
Venue: National Stadium, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Tickets: RM93 (free seating), RM183 (numbered seating), RM283, RM383, RM583.

yes people!! she's coming to Malaysia on this coming October!! yeah, i am so going to go to the concert with ayus!! can't wait to go there and have super fun listening to all Beyonce's songs (did i mention it is held during study week??). well, lets just hope that Rihanna's incident will not happen again. =)



p/s : pic courtesy from Ayus' blog. damn! i have lots of assignments that i need to pay attention too =( sob.. sob...