simple yet adorable~

dear you,

it's been such a great time having you here beside me. all i can say is, i am truly happy with you by my side. its not that before this i am not happy, but you have added some colors in my life. how could i put this into words? i could not describe how much i am thankful to dear God for letting to be with you by my side. it all started with flirty words and all and we ended loving each other completely. its not even a month relationship but the way we treated each other as if we have known each other forever, as if we have already be together for the rest of our lives. yes, i know we both have bad experience during the past, some mistakes that we made but i am truly grateful that i have you now by my side. you have bring out the best in me, making me laugh and smile throughout the whole day. you can fit in with all my friends, regardless of who and where they come from. its such an honor to be your girlfriend because i think you deserve a better girl which are more better than me. but you choose me instead. i could not express the feelings, could not put it into words how wonderful you are to me. you are such a great guy, lover and friend. so please dear, keep my heart safely and never break it. cause i do not want to feel the pain again.

yours truly,

-ida-

myself part 1 =)

thanks Mr. Boyfie for this wonderful pic

=)

the guests~

today, Ben and Thary come to my house as i invited them to celebrate hari raya with me =) ngee~ fortunately, they did not turn into the wrong road, they arrive safely at my house around 4 pm. we had a little chat here and there.. mama and kak ti was serving them with mihun sup and soto. omg! we kept laughing, chatting through several hours! =) it was fun, i get to know them personally and moreover, they are so super genius. i mean, the way they are thinking is far much matured than me! =) and guess what? ben actually give me a gift, a picture of all of us during the breakfasting at Chicken Hartz the other day. isn't it sweet? thanks Ben! and thanks Thary for coming to my house..



p/s : i learn that Prof. Susan is not that bad after all, lol~

raya pics~

hi peeps! yeah, i know although its a Raya post, i still put lots of my pics =) it is called obsession towards yourself, like what my others would say, "takde keje ke ambik gambar sendiri banyak2!".. hehehe~ at least i think Mr. Boyfie is ok with the fact that his girl like to take lots of pics.. okay, enough saying all these craps. Happy Raya Aidilfitri people!! this year i wear a blue turqoise color baju kurung, mama bought it at First Lady (thanks mama!). our family does not have any color theme so you might see us in the family pics that we have varieties of colors to match with each other =p in the family potret, 2 of my siblings were missing. my eldest brother with his families went back to Kelantan to celebrate Raya with his mother-in-law. another person that is missing is my elder sister because she celebrating Raya with his other side of family (in laws). so, here we are in the pics! =)




p/s : to Mr. Boyfie, enjoy this pic! i know you miss me =p

best wishes~

selamat menyambut hari raya

maaf zahir dan batin

kepada semua yang mengenali diri ini

=)

10 things about US

yes, u definitely read it right. US means me and Mr. Boyfie =) while writing this post, he is sitting next to me reading my journal on my thesis =p so, here are 10 things i would like to list down about us..

1. always go with the flow. despite of having no plan, we
managed to go out and have SUPER FUN the other day =)


2. in certain time, we act as if we don't know each other, that is SO LAME!
=p


3. we always try something new. you named it, from movies, places,
food, shoes.. almost everything! =)


4. we always go to the library pretending to study and end up
playing facebook-ing at the end of the day =p


5. sometimes we tend to wear almost similar color of clothes although we did
not plan it in the first place.


6. we messaging each other every second although we meet each other
almost everyday!! can't get enough of each other.


7. we tend to let the action speaks louder than words.
=p


8. we love walking down the street
(actually HE made me walking on the street while SHE made him
enter every shoes boutique around the corner / mall)


9. both of us sweet in our own ways.


10. definitely we are in love with each other and are thankful
to dear God =)

the different color code represents our thoughts. red is what He said and purple represents me and blue represents us =) and again, i know its pretty lame but i could not help myself from writing this lame post. oh, and 1 more thing =) damn he make me falling real hard for him =p opsie!!!

die-hard zoologist meets the botanist!

on 9th of September 2009 (did you noticed the number is DAMN nice??), we planned a breakfasting so-called ceremony at Chicken Hartz in Sunway Pyramid. it was super FUN! =) we had a blast and lots of memories, not to mention LOTS of pictures!! we were cam-whoring and God knows what on earth other people were thinking! well, here are some of the pics that i managed to upload while in Ecophysiology Marine class =p some of my classmates were doing their presentation on the scientific report in order to complete our 5% marks in contribution for our final marks in this semester.

yeah, i know i AM naughty =)

the absolutely mouth-watering + sedap-ing food!

thats all peeps! =)

p/s : sorry for the late post. i have been busy with dearie Mr. Boyfie and some assignments that need to pay attention to =p

10 facts about mr. boyfie =p

as you can see, i am happily in a relationship with Mr. Boyfie =) here are some facts about him that you might want to know :

1. he is tall with 179- 180 cm.

2. he is totally lame, jerk and pathetic! but
an amazing person that can make you go ga-ga!

3. he is romantic, sweet talker despite the fact that he's jokes are
definitely annoying and not appropriate at all!

4. he loves Topman, Zara and Levis'. kind off a metrosexual guy.

5. he used a really addictive perfume =p ngee~

6. he is extremely clever student! i adore that =)

7. he is really good in drawing, i can assure you that when he
draw my potret later on.

8. he can play guitar!

9. he likes black because the fact that the color makes
him look thinner.

10. lastly, he is truly in love with me =p

yes, i know i am very lame person but who cares? =p its my blog anyway, hihihih!

=)

it's already official peeps!


=)


could not stop smiling whenever thinking about him.


you are so lame dear!


but i still heart you..




=)

tagged by Noyu =)

1. anda rasa anda hot?

> entah la, tak hot pun.. tapi kadang2 with the right makeup and outfit, i feel super hot and fabulous! =p huhuhuuh!


2. upload gambar kesayangan anda.





3. kenapa anda suka and sayang gambar ni?

> first picture its because i look amazingly nice and i kind off like the pose =p while second pic is special because i was with one of my best friend forever =) plus de several pics lagi but couldn't find it inside my lappy..


4. lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

> sweet escape from gwen steffani dalam radio hot.fm =)



5. selain daripada nama anda sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa?

> baby
> ida
> love


6. tag 7 orang lagi tanpa kekesalan

> kak sha yang sweet and cute =)
> shopaholic girl
> vulpininja (betul ke aku eja ni? hahahah!)
> dayah! (kenapa de tanda seru? hahahha!)
> zul kena cepat2 jawab
> atiqah ex schoolmate
> dila yang study kat Canada =p

uncertainties..

there are some uncertainties in my relationship. although i had already met someone special, someone that understands me better, accept me as who i am without even looking back at my past, makes me happy, makes me laugh, makes me smile the whole day just to looked at his messages, someone that will make me just take a peek at him (without him noticing of course!) =p i don't know whether it is love or just a fling or something. i like to hear his voice, i love the fact that he's not a typical romantic guy although his jokes does not make sense after all. the way he messages me with all those funny words and sometimes makes me smile when he said that he loves me or like me or something. but until now, after it seems like 2-3 weeks we have already been in this state, i haven't said anything to him. not even "i miss you" or "i love you" or give him kisses in the messages. all i did was, "i heart you" or i just smile while reading his messages. its like the word does not came out from my mouth. i do realize about it, probably i am scared to spill out those meaningful words. in those days, i would definitely told boy, "i miss you sayang", "love you soooooo much!" and the list goes on. but after being in a relationship with few guys (some jerks, some i just can't bring myself to fall in love with), i feel that those words might hurt me in the future. i am scared, i am truly am. what if he is just a small chapter in my life? what if he does not love me at all? what if he is just playing with those words? what if he is not really mean those things? all my friends were trying to convinced me that he is a good guy and a great catch. they told me, i will never regret with him because he will take good care of me. i know that, i really do. but as a matter of fact, he did not make it official yet which make me wonder too. i mean, other guys would probably propose the girl that they like but him? he told me the status is not important. i know but its risky, its not even a secure relationship. but he admitted that i am his girlfriend. and i did admit it too that he is mr. boyfie. this is all confusing. hmm, can anyone give me an opinion on this? =(