my thoughts..

as i was taking almost a half day going to Institute of Medical Research (IMR) in Kuala Lumpur, meeting Encik Dollah to do some identification of mosquitoes. actually, i was following Kak Nurin and Abg Izzul there. both of them was just simply dragging me together with them to make me learned more on mosquitoes taxonomy. well, i must say that i gained knowledge, priceless knowledge on mosquitoes. i have now mentally prepared on getting my thesis done :) during lunch time, the four of us, eventually Kak Harlina included too, went to 12th college to have our lunch. i was the only undergrad student while all of them are master students. as we talked, i realized that its better to waste, ops! to spend our youth time gaining knowledge till we totally capable of memorize every single thing! i mean, in my context of words, i would definitely put in on horrible ways. eventually, i learned that a doctorate student (i mean phd student, if i get the spelling incorrect), would get monthly payment of rm6000-rm7000!! that is a really huge money. lets see what shall we buy with all those money :

1. pay the monthly payment of my family house.

2. take my parents to go to Macca and vacation.

3. i can buy a suzuki swift car.

4. can buy tons of makeups from MAC, heels and more heels from Aldo, bags, branded clothes, etc..

5. save my money for my future.

but, incase if you haven't notice, i HAVE to study REAL HARD in order to get my hands on that kind of payment. although i realize that i have another talent, apart from having pretty good in communicating skills, i also know that i can be a very good teacher. i have sufficiently proved it for the last few years back. but again, being a teacher is really not my thing. i don't plan to spend my entire life just to teach on one particular subject. instead, i would love to explore more and more. but again, being a lecturer is really hard for me. as i am not a really good student, to start of.


on the other hand, compared to Mr. Boyfie, he got those brains and inteligence within him. oh God, i really wish that i have those 2 qualities that make him the spotlight. yes, i can imagined while he is reading this, he might think that his gf is just crapping some nonsence, ngee~ i'll pray for his success. okay, back to my main point. the path to be a lecturer can be harsh. you know, you have got to be prepared mentally and physically. i mean, you have got to get a really good grades. i don't pass that criteria, unfortunately. but i did pass on teaching people until they managed to get results with flying colors! :')



oh well, lets just pray that i will managed to get good grades for this new, upcoming semester. Mr. Boyfie had always have fainth in me but still, the success is not within my reach, sigh*. i will try my best, and that, is my promise to my ownself.

end of 2009

i am practically writing down this post inside my lab. although this is the last week of semester break, i still going back to UM to finish up my data regarding on my project. yeah, its lame but still, i need to settle it up soon. its been a really tiring week, i must say. unfortunately of me (sape suruh buat keje lambat2?!). so here are the things that has been revolving around my super busy and humble (hihihihi!~) life :

1. already pass up my draf on literature review.

2. i have done my corrections on my data in Gombak.

3. have already started my 2nd site in Kuala Selangor. but i have not finalize the results yet.

4. have already neglected my super fun life and face (its horrible, trust me!)

5. running out of money already.

6. daydreaming on getting my hand on iPod touch (takde kaitan!)

7. love Mr. Boyfie even more, awww :')

apparently, Mr. Boyfie got an offered to further his study in Master at UM. i'm so glad! at least, i can still seeing him from far away =p he got a good results for last semester and i am so proud of him. he got a scholarship from UPM to do his master and phd and at the end of the day, he will become a lecturer (amin...) and finally, hope we can get marry one day :')


ok, thats all. i need to finish up my mosquitoes dissecting thingy. its reallytime consuming to actually dissecting one by one of the mosquitoes. haish.. =_="

relieved~

terasa nak marah orang, ngee~

i just finished up writing 20 pages of literature review and have been compiling more than 50 references. its been a really tiring week. and yet, i still have to edit my literature review, haven't finalize it. regarding on my references, i still need to check out my format on writing those references. for the data, i have just finished up doing graphs but still, i need to check back my whole results.


finished talking about my endless work on thesis, i have already arrived back at Kajang this evening. i have been staying at syura's house for couple of days. Mr. Boyfie had helped me a lot regarding on my thesis. a bunch of thanks to you love for helping me out with these stuff. rasa dekat sangat dengan sayang, best :) sebab sayang sanggup temankan i ke sana ke mari and seeing you smile makes me feel like i own the world!


pape pun, this thursday, i will be going to Taman Alam, Kuala Selangor for another 4 days of fieldwork. this is my second site and i hope i will manage grab couple of people to follow me to this place. sape2 nak ikut inform me via sms please. bitau ASAP ok?

thanks love =')

1. for keeping up with me through good and bad times

2. for letting me know how much i mean to you

3. for being with me although you yourself are tired and restless

4. helping me put with my thesis projects

5. listen to my mumblings all over again

6. makes me smile after a rough day

7. for accepting me as i am despite all my weakness

and last but not least...








to show me that love is beautiful and you have given me unconditional love.

i will always and forever remember you

because you have made my life so special

and full of happiness



thanks sayang :')

opinion peeps??!!

well, i was thinking about what life would be after graduating next year from um. unfortunately, for me, i have good PR skills but my brain does not supporting me. i don't know, i wish i have a brain like Mr. Boyfie. he's really good with his brain. i wonder, whether i will be able to be exactly like him. i ma frustrated with myself, kind off thinking that hey, why am i being so stupid these days? where the hell is my will power? where the hell is my brain? i wanted to be like in those days, where i have good brains, good deals in the future. oh God, please give me back my brainy. i wanted to make my parents proud of me. i feel sorry for Mr. Boyfie for having a stupid girlfriend like me =( sorry love, i am not like you who can get dean list twice. i tried but its just too hard for me to try and get good results :'( now, i am thinking i am no better than anyone else.

kepenatan~

saya penat..


sekian, terima kasih..

lets get updated!

ATTENTION PLEASE!

THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG ENTRY

;)

part 1:

last week has been a hell out of week. i was finishing up my data for thesis with the help of Abg Izzul, Mr. Boyfie and myself dissecting one by one all the mosquitoes for analysis data and compilation purposes. i was a little late for preparing these data (i wasn't serious earlier but now i am serious about it) =_=' we have like hundreds of mosquitoes to be identified and dissected. but thanks to Mr. Boyfie, he had helped me a lot within that 2 days in the lab =) i heart you sayang.


then, again, he helped me doing my compilation of data to pass it up to my co-supervisor. i must say that without him helping me all these things, i might not going to do well in presenting my data. oh, he really makes me falling for him so hard =p take a sneak peak on my data presentation. i shall say Mr. Boyfie deserves to get an A for his thesis. he is SO good!


part 2 :

well, after those hectic days, somehow i managed to squeeze some of my precious time to celebrate Mr. Boyfie's birthday =) we had lots of fun, shared the special days together, have a heart-to-heart conversation. i bought him a little present (sorry, i am running out of money love ): and he likes it!!


part 3 :

on thursday, shanti asked me to help her being a promoter for Bizzy Body at Metro Kajang with a payment of rm70 per day. although i was too occupied with lots of things, i managed to help her that day. unfortunately, i came late and i have less that 6 hours to gained information of 40 people and promoting the company. within the 1st subsequent 1 hour, i managed to grab almost 20 names!! and by 4 hours, i managed to get 40 names altogether. Mr. Boyfie told me i have a good PR skills, even shanti was shocked too on how little time i managed to get lots of names =) cheers!


p/s : but i want to have good brains, just like Mr. Boyfie who managed to get good results :(


part 4 :


on last saturday, i was involved with my brother's dinner, being the makeup artist for the beauty peagents at his work place. i was scared and nervous, not to mention, i was really feel insecured coz i was not sure about myself, wether i can do these or not, while Mr. Boyfie keeps telling me that i have to have a faith in myself. thanks love for the advise =) and hell yeah, i managed to finished up everything, all together 15 people in 7 hours of non-stop makeuping people. after that, i have a blast eating and laughing with kak azie and kak izma =_=


p/s : kak azie did offer me to join any other events (if i have time to join it!) like for Air Asia team and even she told me i should go to this makeup workshop (and its FREE!!! yippie!) later on. owh, did i ever tell you that she told me my makeup skills worth rm150 per person? =)

happy! =)

sayang.. finally you dah letak pic kita kat FB kan? i am so flattered and happy with it =) thanks love..